In the 80’s, Sandra Cochran had early stage uterus cancer which was treated and cured quickly.
For several years, Sandra had pelvic pain and heavy bleeding several times a month. Doctors said I needed to have a hysterectomy, so in 1991, I had a total hysterectomy—removed both ovaries, plus they discovered that I had endometriosis. I’m very happy that I had the hysterectomy, because I am relieved that the bleeding has stopped, plus my energy improved. Balancing the hormones has been a challenge, I have improved tremendously. I believe that Organo Gold Healthy Organic Coffee and capsules have balanced my health and detoxed my body of impurities.
In 1990 & 1991 my life as I knew it was falling apart:
1. My mother was dying of cancer
2. My dog of 15 years died—my dog’s name is George and God being first, George was the only boy that I could trust and knew he loved me unconditionally. I believe that animals teach us all to love unconditionally—they still love us when we don’t feed or play with them—WE ALL NEED TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY, PLUS KEEP OUR HEARTS OPEN, BECAUSE UNFORGIVENESS AND BITTERNESS ONLY HURTS US—FORGIVING PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT US, INCLUDING OURSELVES IS SO FREEING AND LIBERATING. MY DAILY PRAYER: LET PEOPLE SEE LESS OF SANDRA AND MORE OF JESUS
3. My car died
4. Lost my job
5. My marriage to a man I deeply loved was ending
6. I was forced out of my 3700 sq. ft house on the golf course of The Woodlands, Texas
7. I lost my two step children whom I love very much
8. I had to have a total hysterectomy—removing both ovaries—my hormones where off balance
9. I had been straddling the fence one foot in the world and one foot with God—I was a hypocrite—I DO LOVE PEOPLE AND WAS TRYING TO BE A GOOD PERSON, BUT UNTIL I PUT GOD FIRST—I WAS LOST. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO—TOTALLY CONFUSED
10. I was on my pity pot.
11. ONLY SOLUTION IN MY INSANE MENTAL STATE WAS TO KILL MYSELF.
One day, while sitting on my pity pot and feeling all alone, I decided to take 100 valium and end my life. I felt I had caused my sister, brother and nieces enough grief and had worried them enough. The devil kept telling me now you’ve failed at your second marriage and no one wants you, because you are no good.
I was tired of hurting, my hormones were not balanced, plus I’d lost down to 103 lbs. while on a slow suicide drinking only diet drinks and smoking 2 packs of cigarettes daily. Then my phone rang. I had been going to a counselor who shared my story with another counselor, who in turn shared with a friend of hers that I needed a friend that I could trust to share my pain with.
The lady on the phone was a spirit filled Christian lady names Pat. I didn’t let her know what I was contemplating and she invited me to join her at Wendy’s for a gift that she had for me. In my insanity, I said to myself I can kill myself later. When I got into Pat’s suburban, the Holy Spirit engulfed me—through Pat’s unconditional love I felt peace and joy again. Pat invited me to join her bible study at the Fontenot Mansion in Spring where I was blessed with many other true Christians, plus meeting Reina & Gene Fontenot and them opening up their home to so many women each week truly saved my life.
Before I got out of Pat’s suburban, she took my hand, looked me in the eye and said when I was on the phone with you, I had a chill of death come over me and felt it was urgent that I get with you immediately—“Where you about to Kill yourself?” I told her YES—and at that moment I knew God had a plan for me and that God had sent Pat and me thank God that she obeyed HIM and called me at that exact moment.
I committed my life to Jesus and I’ve never been the same. My broken heart was healed and I thank God that I’ve been a vessel that HE has used to help many other divorced women and other people.
To your Health & Wealth,
Sandra Cochran
281-354-1112
sc@bondsafe.com
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